I'm sorry I broke your bracelet today, babes. )=

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And in the naked light I saw, Ten thousand people maybe more, People talking without speaking, People hearing without listening, People writing songs that voices never shared, No one dared, Disturb the sound of silence.

She's just super-duper amazing and adorawrbly cute. I have to be honest with myself for once; I know I'm going to be happy. Love is the truest form of happiness, I hope to find that with you. I find myself always thinking about you too Janice :) ill see you again very soon, so don't miss me too much babyboo

Sincerly your 남 친 ~

I believe that you and me, we could be so happy and free in a world of misery.

Dear Diary, ( I have 3 Things to typee so yeahh )

Today, I became a happier person. With commitment comes great responsibility, and I'm up to that task. Thanks to you, My heart finally skips beats again. No No, not to bboying. Well, how if my heart could bboy haha; DOPE! xD Breakdance, Not Hearts..

I got home at like. 6:50 or so and my Dad comes down and goes into my basement like "Oh shiett, maybe his doing drugs or alcohols or the sexy time". Fail. I just came home from an "early morning walk", haha stupid ADT security systems. My parents are so. UGHHH. They don't hover which is the good thing, its just. They complain about the most SIMPLE things. I help, I clean, I do chores, and I do more if needed for 20$ a week. My phone bill (50$) shouldn't have any part in an excuse to give me my allowance! Don't give me that "Atleast you get allowance" stuff. I hope my parents know I love them both very much. If you ever read this Mom and Dad, I love you. Thank you for giving birth to a failure named Apiprach JJ Suesanguan. I know I don't show it, but when I joke and I want to spend family time with you guys, sometimes, you guys just old-time-PMS on me. You thought me rebelling would have payed off by now.

Omg this is so good... ---> http://www.mysoju.com/koizora/

And if your reading this right now! On AIM 6.0 or higher, Text +17032698235, I'll reply, Maybe :)

Sincerely,
A Story of My Life.

It matters not how many times you fall down. What matters most is how many times you rise. Mistakes builds character and character takes you places

How I'm feeling right now.. I'm feeling a little bit of everything. Apathetic feelings and the contradicting happiness haha. How is my heart feeling right now? Its a bittersweet feeling with a mix of deep abyss and frozenfire. I always wanted something new to happen, and it finally did. But now, its going to be gone, just like that. Just like it always does. God has no consideration for me, no pity, no thanks for doing this or that. Not karma, God, the higher being looking down on us. I have faith. I have faith in everything, but its slowly fading away. I pray that church retreat gives me something new this time. I mean it isn't like that scene church mbc with all them go-hard kids and prep whores. Its a small congregation of awesome people, 99% koreann.

Your the one who got me to use Blogger again loser. Thanks(: I have something keep myself busy and expressive hehee. I just want to be happy right now, because I haven't been joyful and crazy in a while. So I thank you for inspiring me; putting motivation into me through the most simplest of things. Your a close friend of mine now, so stay close, don't stray off far. I'll go out and find you, I swear I will. I'd be the one to run back to you; I just wanted to let you know that. "So don't let me go"
And you can count on me
Forget about your past
I'll always put you first
Never put you last
Girl, You're my absolute value
Have no fears
I'm here to save you
Promise I won't change
I won't play those games
Even when it rains
My feelings
They stay the same

The greatest risk is not taking one.

"Bboy mindset, Kthxbi"

James Lee Community Center (JLCC) All Week Long. Debating whether or not I should go to practice on Friday or not. Ever since a certain day last week, I've been more motivated and I've been pushing myself beyond the limits I had thought I set before me.

Practicing/Down Sets: Drops, Top Rock, Foot Work, Variations, Transition, Up Rock, Freezes


I promised you I wouldn't "fuck you over", A promise is a promise. Let me prove myself first.


Note to Self: http://www.mysoju.com/koizora/

Every new day is another chance to change your life.

I almost laughed, then I just started thinking.

Live your life without regret, don't be someone who they'll forget.

The past few days, I've been Learning, Living Life, having fun and the fullest that I can.
Just live life. Don't let the small shit slow you down, just get back up on your feet when Life knocks you down. Everything happens for a reason. The people you encounter. Personal Choices that you decide on. Its all happening at a pace set out before us.


Its 3:49 AM that i'm writing these words, and 보고싶어..


asdfgh:

lawl!!!

what do you like about her

My Answer:

(:

You

Were so unexpected; like some astray meteor fallen from the sky. Landed right smack in the center of my frozen heart. You're slowly melting my sadness away. I don't know you yet, but I'll let ME figure you out. As much as I'd like to turn around and run from all these small "obstacles"(nonamusingshitintheway), I'll let myself get hurt possibly, obtain happiness possibly, and gain a friend possibly so that I can get a glimpse of who you really are. You may fuck me over, and I won't blame anyone for that, but I'd like to put some faith in fate. You're a sweettalker. You're tall. You're deep and mildy perverted. You can make me smile, a lot. I still don't know much about you. Is there time? You tell me. I'd like to make at least a tiny impact in your life though; leave something (memories?) behind.

I have no idea what to write. I'm really out of it.
I've been writing this for a good 10 minutes, and you're still asking me to write this for you. Loser! I swear you look half-Canadian/half-Korean.