It matters not how many times you fall down. What matters most is how many times you rise. Mistakes builds character and character takes you places

How I'm feeling right now.. I'm feeling a little bit of everything. Apathetic feelings and the contradicting happiness haha. How is my heart feeling right now? Its a bittersweet feeling with a mix of deep abyss and frozenfire. I always wanted something new to happen, and it finally did. But now, its going to be gone, just like that. Just like it always does. God has no consideration for me, no pity, no thanks for doing this or that. Not karma, God, the higher being looking down on us. I have faith. I have faith in everything, but its slowly fading away. I pray that church retreat gives me something new this time. I mean it isn't like that scene church mbc with all them go-hard kids and prep whores. Its a small congregation of awesome people, 99% koreann.

Your the one who got me to use Blogger again loser. Thanks(: I have something keep myself busy and expressive hehee. I just want to be happy right now, because I haven't been joyful and crazy in a while. So I thank you for inspiring me; putting motivation into me through the most simplest of things. Your a close friend of mine now, so stay close, don't stray off far. I'll go out and find you, I swear I will. I'd be the one to run back to you; I just wanted to let you know that. "So don't let me go"
And you can count on me
Forget about your past
I'll always put you first
Never put you last
Girl, You're my absolute value
Have no fears
I'm here to save you
Promise I won't change
I won't play those games
Even when it rains
My feelings
They stay the same